There is complete chaos going on around of me, but I have a complete sense of calm. It’s amazing how something as simple as a movie can do that for you. For family movie night we watched “Mr. Magorium’s Wonder Emporium†and the youngest child ran around like a wild man up until the last few minutes of the movie.
When I heard the words “the only thing you have to believe in is you,†I knew the words were for me – specific to my moment. I’ve been struggling the last few weeks to keep pushing because I wasn’t seeing any results. But the difference between the struggle and the breakthrough is often faith.
I’m taking advantage of the extreme euphoria I feel after that movie and I’m writing. I’m writing things that I’ve been thinking, I’m creating work that I need to get done, I’m editing the novel that is completed but has yet to queried. I believe in me.
When all is said and done, nothing can happen if I don’t believe that it can and if I don’t step out to make it happen. The joy I feel right now is the kind I wish I could bottle. It doesn’t matter what else is happening, I FEEL the okay – if that makes sense.
Make it happen – what ever your it may be. All you really have to do is believe in you and it is half way to there.
